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1. now days you reek of fakeness, and the way you crave for attention is hilarious, but for some reason you affect me alot and its all okay coz i love you alot and you were there for me through some of the hardest times in my life. 2. everything you do only proves one thing. you are a fucking coward. just remember that one day karma's going to bite you 30x harder than everything you've ever done to hurt anyone combined. and btw, in the long run, the only person you are really hurting by doing all this is the one person you actually love and care about the most. it kinda sucks because i actually kinda still care about you sometimes and i don't even know why. and it also sucks because deep down inside you know you do too. oh and btw please don't think that i'm not aware of the slimey shit you've been up to recently. 3. you did so many things to piss me off/hurt me in the process, but its not like i didn't. i miss you so much. to me, you're still my best friend and i care about you so much. i think you're the only person who will ever completely understand me, and you know its the same for you. thanks for still looking out for me despite everything. and for the record, i think no. 1 is the wrong choice, but i don't know how to tell you that. don't get pissed if you ever see this though, its just my opinion. 4. i dont know what i was thinking because you actually mean the most in the world to me, but sometimes i feel that its not worth it because you SAY it, but you never actually SHOW me how much i mean to you. but the thing is, however cliche this sounds, its just so much easier to get through the day knowing i have you. everything would be okay if it was just me and you, but it's not and that sucks. its awesome how you can still give me butterflies after close to two years. 5. i hate that your boyfriend caused us to drift apart so much, and it doesn't help that i hate your boyfriend. i miss being best friends with you, and i hate that it's kinda awkward when we talk now. but sometimes i cant be bothered to put in all the effort to change it. 6. i don't like what you two are becoming. i used to think you were perfect. you should change back before it gets too late. 7. i still haven't fully been able to get over what you did. i don't know why. i guess cos i never expected it from you. also, i wish you made more of an effort to make everything okay again. things might have been different now 8. 5 of you mean alot to me, and it sucks that we've drifted apart so much coz those days were some of the best in my life. i miss you guysss!! 9. i don't know if it even matters to you, but i want you to know that i'm sorry, it was so unintentional. and i love you. 10. you used to mean so much to me, and you still would but some of the things you did disgusted me. sometimes i miss it though. 11. i will never show you, but i love you the most in this world. 12. for some reason it affects me that you kinda just left me when i was starting to think that i could count on you, even though we were never really that close. 13. 3IN1. we kinda got closer when everything was going downhill for me, which is awesome. i loveeeeeee our daily convos, and i love BITCHING with you!!!!!!!! i love youu sexy! 14. i never understood why you have to make up so much bullshit. it makes me wonder whether i can even trust you. 15. YOUU. i just love you. thats all i have to say to you. but i just had to add you otherwise this list is not complete. :) 16. omg its not even funny how irrelevant all of you will be to my life after 2 months. geez you all are super negative people. please stop acting like you guys affect me so damn much. its actually pretty hilarious. 17. fats in these 2 years you have become one of the top 5 people in my world. congrats! i love you, i dont know what i would do without you. it's proven that i can't even go one day without talking to you. on the verge of marriage ok. we have been through alot together, and you were always there for me, even when you were in ny. 300 dollar phone bill okay. i hope we are bffffffffsssss 4lyfe even though we go to different colleges, you in ny and me in boston okay! I LUB CHUUUU!!!!! you are sooo vvvvip that i had to give you A WHOLE NUMBER to yourself. i keep thinking of more and more things to write. probably coz we have so many inside jokes lolssssss. from *runs* to *okeh action* to ALL the other 1000000000000000000000000 inside jokes to come hahahahaha. only you are going to understand most of this.
18. you two will probably never see this but i had a crush on you in sec 3, and you in sec 1 hahahahahhaa
19. it kinda sucks that people had to come in the way of our friendship so much and create so many problems because i really love talking to you and i still find you so much fun to be around. i misss you more than i thought i would now that you're not in singapore.
20. you said i was your best friend but how come suddenly you fell for what everyone was saying? when you did pretty much the same thing, i didn't judge you for it at all. but its all good now because everythings finee! i love youu!! omg what a coincidence you just signed on msn.
21. i have a really big [friendly] soft spot for you and it was kinda mean how we just stopped talking one day. but i guess its getting better now so its cool. i still miss how it used to be though.
22. i love you, but sometimes i dont think i can trust you at all. alot of things about you seem very fishy to me.
23. i love you la no matter how much of a loser you will always be to me. and you know i'm always here for you if you need me t-bagggg!
24. you make me sick!!! die bitch die!!!!!!!!!!!!
25. I AM SO FUCKING SICK OF EVERYONE BEING SO FUCKING FAKE. everywhere you go its there. i can't take it anymore.
ok i dont know what else to write.
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